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hodordor5月19日 Things will be betterThese days am summoning energy to write something about my feelings. So many tragics happened, the great loss in our lab, the Sichuan earthquake etc. For what happened in our lab, how could I express the loss of one of my dearest friends and teachers in life? I still can’t believe what happened…And for the Sichuan earthquake, it left us all devastated. Was quite touched by this quote: http://swan.mocasting.com/p/158669 自四川地震後,聽過不少人說話,最打動我的是張學友一句:「如果說零八奧運是全中國人的事,四川地震更應是所有中國人的事。」
Things happened in the way that we don’t want to. We have many tears, but we also understand we have so many shoulders around to share the tears. We are closer to each other and to help. Better days are ahead, and we should keep our eyes open to see the colors of life.
Last nite, found some time to watch one of my favourite movies: 10 things I Hate About You. Luv Heath Ledger a lot. Like Julia Stiles also, think she acted really good in Save the Last Dance. Think the famous quotes from the movie would be when Kat Stratford recited her poem:
I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
Was so touched by that. And also luv these two songs in the movie.
The Weakness In Me by Joan Armatrading
I'm not the sort of person Who falls in and quickly out of love But to you, I give my affection right from the start I have a lover who loves me How could I break such a heart? Yet still you get my attention
Why do you come here When you know I've got troubles enough? Why do you call me when you know I can't answer the phone? And make me lie when I don't want to And make someone else some kind of an unknowing fool? You make me stay when I should not Are you so strong or is all the weakness in me? Why do you come here And pretend to be just passing by? When I need to see you And I need to hold you tightly
Feeling guilty And I'm worried And I'm waking from a tormented sleep 'Cause this old love, you know it has me bound But this new love cuts so deep If I choose now, I'm bound to lose out One of you is gonna have to fall And I need you and you …
I want you to want me
I want you to want me P.S. Would like to say happy birthday to all my dearest friends who have b-day in May:
In Edinburgh: Zhong zhen, Roger & Vanessa, Steph & Ingrid
In HK: Kitty, Lisa, Noel
4月23日 Busy happy AprilThese days are sooooooooooooo busy. Busy with experiments, doing a lot of immunostaining and analysis. Got a presentation to do at the early of May. Apart from that, busy with packing stuff at home. Yes yes, am going to move to a new flat at Buccleuch Street, which is just 3 mins to the lab. heheh. The reason that I need to move is the landlord would like to renovate the flat. I really like the flat in Rose Street. Have been there for nearly two and a half years. It is so convenient, just behind Rose Street. And I really luv the Princess Garden. It is so nice to walk through the garden on the way to school. Missed the fun to walk with friends...ooooo...
But things like that happened in life, new flat is also quite nice. hehe. Am going to move on this Sunday, after that, would like to invite my friends to have a party.
P.S. Thanks to all my lovely friends to celebrate the birthday with me in March. Feel sooooooooooooo great.
3月22日 生日前小感
收到mummy和好友Noel提前寄來的禮物,開心中!
Mummy寄來了一條超得意的日本圍裙,而Noel寄來很多禮物,包括有各種各樣的糖果,糯米糍,投名狀vcd,miso soup,和想要了很久的倪匡散文集《不寄的信,心中的信》等等。在書中,Noel留了很多她對倪匡文章的感覺,喜歡這本書,不是因爲倪匡的文章,而是Noel寫的文字很吸引人,能夠知道她當時想些什麽,明白她當時看書的心情,十分感動,能有這好友,花了那麽多的心思,覺得非常幸福! I luv u so much!!
330便會27歲,據Fei說是大大齡女青年?!
曾經是個不可想象的年齡,現在有時仍然覺得自己心態停留在二十初頭的階段,可能是最近真的有很多好友結婚或有了孩子,開始明白自己不是後生女,開始覺悟,該為自己的明天想一下。
其實到目前爲止,學業,友情,和愛情都挺好,只要謹記Hin的訓言,少闖禍,安分守己,麻煩自然少。
最近看季羡林的《談人生》,學到了很多做人處事的道理,總括來說,决定今年的座右銘是――無求而自得。不能老是要求別人這樣那樣,免得被人說對身邊的人苛求(多難聽的說話),自己想要的事情盡力去做,“好好的活”“做很多有意義的事”!
Doodles ceramic workshopWent to the ceramic workshop with Liang Zhi last Saturday. Have planned to paint a mug for mon professeur-Ingrid. Was so excited about that! It was so fun to paint on ceramic. Zhi painted some really nice cells drawings like red blood cells, ribosomes, neurons etc. Look how nice it is!!
Zhi's pretty mug!
And I painted several cartoon rats for Ingrid. The three rats represent: Ingrid, Ingrid's bf and their child. hehehehe
Would like to go and paint more for Steph's daughter and Jane's baby etc. Luv this painting workshop and have so much fun to paint with friends. And if anyone is interested, we can go together!!!
温馨小提示:
1. The ceramics needed to put in clear glazed and fired/baked for 4-5 days.
2. Zhi reminded me a lot of times not to put too many layers as after fired the colour will turn to very dark.
Look the difference between before and after: 3月6日 A day trip in Belfast一直在實驗室忙到天昏地暗,今天終于有機會到透透氣,行程如下:
Pearl Court B&B→ Botanic Garden→Queen’s University→City Hall &Big Wheel→The Crown→Primark at Royal avenue→St.Anne’s Catheral→Big Fish→Big Fish→Waterfront Hall→Europa Bus Station→Airport
我的B&B是在市中心以南,所以早上便趁機到對面的Botanic Garden吸收一下新鮮空氣,一進去便是Palm House,外型蠻不錯的。
裏面的花好多,感覺很舒服,還看到一首Robert Herrick 特別給daffodils (水仙)的詩。
Fair daffodils, we weep to see
you haste away so soon.
As yet the early rising sun,
has not attain’d his noon,
stay, stay
until the busting day…
(題外話,不知道爲何每次見到daffodils總讓我想起以前在KB的日子,有一次Bin拿了草地上的daffodils給我們,Rachel, JiaJia, Wendy都很喜歡,覺得很溫暖。)
出來Palm House便打算去Tropical Ravine and Roses garden,可是找來找去, 還是看不到一點像樣的東西,而且更驚訝的是這Botanic Garden面積小的可憐,想必連Edinburgh Princess Garden也比它大。
本來滿心歡喜的我,只好到旁邊的Queen’s University拍拍照。
City Hall是 Belfast的 landmark,很多postcards也是用這個背景為題,旁邊的Big Wheel我想是新加上去的,跟London Eye有點像。
中午到了Crown Bar Liquor Saloon,它是被譽爲Belfast最漂亮的酒吧。
Even if you don’t drink, worth a visit! 建于1849年,除了翻新的彩色玻璃之外,現在店內仍保留著當時維多利亞建築的色彩。蒲進店內便被一個個小包厢吸引住,在黑暗的燈光下特別有情調。說起燈光,他們還是用著汽油燈呢! 還有特別的地方是,在每個包厢里,都有幾個小金牌寫著matches,我猜是因爲給那時的擦火柴點烟用的。
As for the food, it was really delicious and inexpensive. Tried out the Irish Lamb Stew (with carrot and potatoes) and Crown champ (Cream potatoes, scallions and sausages). Yummy! It is a MUST go place in Belfast. http://www.crownbar.com/home.asp
吃得飽飽後,沿著Donegall Place和Royal Avenue走下去,覺得這條街的建築很像Glasgow,可能也是由於看見路人一個一個拿著Primark的袋,心想我去Glaglow也是因爲它,所以更覺這兩個城市相像。說起Primark,我這小購物狂當然還是忍不住手,買了不少東西。其中有一件是去海灘時穿的毛巾背心裙 (可是在Edinburgh能有好天去海灘游泳嗎?) 反正大有收穫,非常高興。有傳聞Primark會在Edinburgh開分店,若這是真的,該是造福人群。
Royal Avenue的盡頭便是 St. Anne’s Catheral,本來想進去參觀,可開放時間已經過了, (明顯是因爲shopping誤事!!!) 只好去下一個景點-Lagan Lookout Big Fish.。
之前看很多旅游介紹,也拍了Big Fish的照片出來,究竟它有什么那麽吸引著別人呢?原來魚身上印有很多圖案,如建築物,藝術品,出名的人物,仿佛一個小小的博物館。
之後沿著Lagan Lookout去了Waterfront Hall,這條河兩岸有不少漂亮的房子,路燈設計也頗有特色。
Belfast day trip到這裏便告一段落。到airport發現飛機delayed,熒幕顯示 relax and shop?!
總括來說覺得Belfast是個不錯的小城市,可是飛機降落的一下,發現走得越多,看的越多,還是覺得Edinburgh最好。
2月25日 Weekend shopalcoholic這兩天去實驗室之前,到了Princes Street逛街。昨天本來想要買去Iain’s wedding 的衣服,但是在All Saints便停下來。很喜歡店裡的東西,每次進去都很辛苦地克制自己不要買東西,結果今次還是忍不住。看上了一條褲子,試一下就買了, 很喜歡它的剪裁。在香港,最喜歡就是去Paterson Street 的A/T,每次進去都要買點東西。在這裡, 最喜歡的就是 All Saints。http://www.allsaintsshop.co.uk/womens/
今天也跟Ingrid去逛街了。在Zara試了很多衣服,Ingrid買了一件很漂亮的紅花絲綢背心,我自己呢,就買了一件幼稚的熊猫T-shirt。
自己買了那麽多,不好意思不給mummy買點東西。去了Debenhams 的Rocha. Johnrocha 買了一件米色的外套給她,作爲UK母親節禮物。
雖然買了那麽東西很有內疚感,可是好高興。Luv to go shopping with friends, so much fun.
2月23日 little feeings of the dayDon't know if you ever feel bad about yourself. Everything is perfect in your life, the problem is you. Some incident happened this morning makes me think how can I make myself become a better person? I know what I need to do. Should be more aware of my temper. Can't get mad easily. And most importantly, overcome jealously. Its a horrible feeling and its affect my and others life. Guess I better start to change before my friends and the people I love run away from me. Hehe.
Read a quote from the other blog, thought it is quite nice. Know that the guy who spoiled me is gone for a long time. It must be a nice chance for me to change.
我希望能夠愛你 卻不用抓緊著你
欣賞你 但能做到不批判 參與你 而不去干預你 邀請你 卻無絲毫勉強 離開你 心中不會再有愧疚
指正你 而不只是責備 幫助你卻不帶冒犯 如果 你也能如此待我 那麼 我們便能真實相待 並豐潤彼此的生命 有所謂「相見恨晚」,可能是太早相遇, 再早一點,青春的激情對這緩慢平淡根本看不上眼; 世間值得感謝的情緣的其中兩種: 還有一種便是中年的相遇。 這兩個人遇見了便定著了, 因此沒有什麼相見恨晚,晚就有晚的道理, 所幸,他來的時候,你已大致準備妥當。 喜歡一個人可以讓他飛得很自由, |
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